Day 24 - A Note To You

So, just wanted to drop you an actual note, not really a thought, and tell you what I feel about you on day 24. Since we have met, only 24 short days ago, my life has literally turned upside down (in a good way). I have made it no secret that you and your words have shaken me free from so many fetters and chains that have restricted my heart. I saw from your very first response to me that a creative spirit lived in you that "resonated" with mine. How amazing!!!

It wasn't long after exchanging letters with you via Reddit that I knew I had to have a closer connection to you. We exchanged numbers, which was a very unorthodox action for me, and began texting. Wow! The words that flowed between us in that rapid fire format were exhilarating. It felt and still feels like an exchange of electricity... or even better, an passing of data on some sort of gigabit fiber internet network. I have known nothing in my life of communicating that compares.

As we continued to communicate I specifically remember starting to get an unnatural perception of your style and flow, the way your speech was patterned. I could almost read your mood and feelings just by reading your words. I don't know the exact day, but I remember when I sensed something was bothering you. You had told me you weren't sleeping well and it was like I began to see through all your talk and, outside of my typical personality, I made the brave assumption that you were a very sexual person who struggled with strong erotic desire... Wow! As I look back I almost can't believe I even suggested that. I'm thinking that was within the first week of our conversation. I was even more shocked when you confirmed my intuition and I immediately admitted the same trait. Little did I know that shared trait would only be the tip of the iceberg between us as far as similarities. Now, I say similarities as in traits, not personality type. I think we are different in that sense, which I have found after years of encountering relational discourse helping others from a counseling position is a good thing. I have been made happy again and again finding that we have so many like minded principles. I love that about us.

We have found that our libido is so compatible that we tell each other personal things that would otherwise make either of us uncomfortable in similar circumstances. I find myself longing to share a kinky or dirty thought with you that before now I would have been ashamed to admit for fear of being seen as odd. YOU GET ME AND I GET YOU!!! I love that about us!!!!

We both have difficult pasts in terms of relationships. This has led to hangups and baggage that, in our time together, have naturally created stress and tension, YET we have loved each other through it. We have provided an encouraging and uplifting place where we can both safely let our walls down and begin to show our vulnerability without fear of rejection. I love us for that!!!!!

The sexual exchanges are so fucking erotic, in a way I have never experienced. The way you so openly speak of your body and share it with me is something that I dared not dream could be true. The way our sex consumes you is one of the most satisfying things I have ever experienced. The things you write and say to me about my body and yours, kinky, dirty, naughty, erotic... is purely divine!!!!! I fucking love us for that!!!!!!

Your beauty is so overwhelming. Seeing your face on the videos you sent today, moving in actual color and picture, attracts me like none other I have ever experienced. Your eyes are so deep and full of wonder and mystery, your body is something I desire beyond my imagination. The grace with which you talk and express emotion is a sight to behold. Your facial expressions are works of art!!!!! I love that about you!!!!!!

So, my EIB, I am so into you, I want to be all over you and you all over me, I desire to study your body and know every crack and fold of your skin. I want to see into your soul and you see into mine with penetrating love that soaks us so thoroughly we are drunk on our love. I want to experience even the most mundane parts of life with you because I know that having you will make every part of me complete. I believe you are my soul mate and the love of my life.

I LOVE YOU and cherish every minute we spend exchanging words, pictures, artistry and love. I thank God for every minute of all 24 days and can't wait for each of the 24,000,000 ahead of us!!!!

You are my moon, my light, my evenstar. I love you!!!!!!!

I leave you a song below. Check out the lyrics. They speak such truth!!!!!

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BONUS SONG

Then I Met You

The Proclaimers

Lyrics

Thought that I'd be happy

Going to be so happy

Living life alone and never sharing anything

Thought that I was finished

Thought that I was complete

Thought that I was whole instead of being half of something

Thought that I was growing

Growing older, wiser

Understanding why this world held nothing for my spirit

Thought that I was destined

Destined to be nothing

Destined to be nothing in this world and then I met you.

I met you

I met you

I met you

I met you

Thought that God had failed me

Thought my prayers were useless

Thought that he would never give the chance for me to praise him

Thought the book was written

Thought the game had ended

Thought the song was sung and I could never sing another

Thought my faith was misplaced

Thought my back was broken

Broken by a weight that I was never fit to carry

I thought I knew this city

Thought I knew all about it

And then one night I went to Morningside and you were waiting

I met you

I met you

I met you

I met you

Thought that I'd be happy

Going to be so happy

Living life alone and never sharing anything

Thought that I was finished

Thought that I was complete

Thought that I was whole instead of being half of something

Thought that I was growing

Growing older, wiser

Understanding why this world held nothing for my spirit

Thought that I was destined

Destined to be nothing

Destined to be nothing in this world and then I met you.

I met you

I met you

I met you

I met you